Saturday, May 3, 2008


Brone Barnheart Apt. 223



The sun was beaming down; it was a beautiful day outside. I sighed. I was looking out my window at the graveyard. I didn’t see her, but I knew she would be waiting there. I got my stuff and headed toward the elevator.
“Brone,” I head a muffled voice. I paused at door 226.
“Don’t go” …I kept walking. Outside I headed toward the flower shop. The taxidermist was as perky as ever.
“Ok, this is a one time special offer; I have, just for you…a Chinchilla!” I had to stop. “Aren’t those only native to South America?”
“…it’s your lucky day!”
“I hope so,” I said and moved on. An ambulance passed me by, sirens blaring. The flower shop door creaked as I opened it. A girl at the counter looked up.
“I need a bouquet of red roses.” I said.
“Ok,” she said and started to pick out roses one by one. After she had enough she started tying them together with a string.
“Wait, can I have then wrapped in plain white paper, please?”
“Ok,” I paid and left with my bouquet. I didn’t want to emotionally scar the flower girl, so I went into the laundry mat. It was the same guy from before, he sneered.
“I have the right to refuse service to anyone.” He said. I walked to a dryer out of view of the windows, and carefully unwrapped the bouquet.
“Didn’t you hear me?” he said.
“Yeah, I heard you.” I pulled out my gun. “You also have the right to remain silent.” He froze, I sighed. “Don’t worry I’m not gonna shoot you.” I carefully wrapped the roses around my hand, and gun. I tied it back together using my free hand and teeth. I cradled the bouquet and left. He was still frozen.

I went to the graveyard. At the entrance I smelled it again. That scent that has been haunting me all my life...her. There in the graveyard I saw her, the sun beaming down casting half of her face into shadow. She was not smiling. She pulled the pistol out of her pocket and pointed it right at my chest. She came closer.
“It was sunny that day as well...” she said.

“So you didn't come because of the sun?” I said

“I was supposed to kill you, it was all set up. If I had…I would have been free.”

“So why didn't you? You choose to be hunted. Why?”

“Why did you love me?” She said. She lowered her gun and embraced me; I pointed the bouquet at her side.

“Let's just go away somewhere. Escape, vanish, go somewhere where there’s no one else... Just the two of us...” My eyes became cloudy with tears. Click, that unmistakable sound of a gun being cocked. Her eyes widened.

“I wish I could bend my love to hate you,” I said.


      I didn’t even hear the shot. I just felt her go limp. She started to fall backwards.
I caught her and lowered her to the ground.

“Roses? For me?” The life in her eyes faded, she was gone.
I took the gun and left the roses across her chest. I light a cigarette, stared
up at the perfect blue sky, and cried.

3 comments:

Daniel Cross said...

Finale a la prologue

What does the time spent here represent? Have I learned anything? There are hundreds of other towns, cities, neighborhoods which I have and will infiltrate, will it make a difference?

Are there aliens? How do they view someone like me? They probably don't. They just need to take one look at a place like this and say, "nothing good comes from earth."

Do I really care about justice? All I seem to participate in is sneaking about, learning other peoples business. If I learn enough about a person, does that make it ok to report all the things that they do? Does justice only apply to those caught in the act?

My brain used to use a wider vocabulary. I'm far too focused on philosophy nowadays. Its only been a week? One week. Seven days ago I wondered about why people blink. Not exactly philosophical, but I still have too many erroneous thoughts. When was the last time I wrote down the things I have seen? I remember it, but I don't feel like i'm working.

"Come here, Baron."

The tabby whom had been staying in my apartment jumped from the floor onto my hunched knees. He was obviously fine with living with anyone who did not try to eat him or pelt him with stones. Petting his head, I decide I should at least come up with some lessons about life or something...

Lesson 1.

Humans were meant to work and sweat to earn a living. Those that try to get rich quick, or live at the expense of others, all get divine retribution somewhere along the line. That's the lesson. Unfortunately, we quickly forget the lessons we've learn. Then we have to learn them all over again.

I wander over to my stacks of documents and begin placing them in alphabetical order in their cardboard boxes.

Lesson 2.

"Survival of the fittest" is the law of nature. We deceive, or we are deceived. Thus, we flourish, or perish. Nothing good ever happened to me when I trusted others. That...is the lesson.

I desperately reach behind my wall of monitors and unplug each in succession.

Lesson 3.

Lesson, Lesson: If you see a stranger, follow him.

I walk over to my miniature fridgerator and open the door.

Lesson 4.

And what was the real lesson? Don't leave things in the fridge.

I close it and walk towards the window. Throwing aside the shutters, its suprisingly sunny outside. Perfect timing.

Clunk Clunk Clunk.

"Brone," I catch my breath as soon as I say the name and continually stroke the cat's head which is starved for affection.
The footsteps stop. I'm looking out the window at nothing much.
"Don't go."

Am I breaking my promise? Some promises are meant to be broken, in fact, most of them are. It doesn't matter, the footsteps continue down the hallway. What am I doing? Whatever was holding our partnership together was only such a small thing.

Meredith. Someone impossible to keep track of. Not that he was particularly fond of the idea of meeting her, but he still needed to find her. I help him, he helps me, whatever happens from that moment I will close my eyes and look away.

Was I clinging onto my worker like he was my personal bodyguard for life? Or did I actually think there was some kind of friendship that I could hold onto, no matter how many times my name changed? I could just have easily avoided this city entirely, why ever bother coming here? He would be fine either way with not finding her--perhaps for a couple of more years.

"Nana, hachi, kyû, konnichi wa to you."
"Are you sure you’re looking for her?"
"Ichi, zero, ichi, ichi, sayonara."
"Or are you just wasting time?"

...A siren was wailing outside, an ambulance. How rare. Few violences are reported here.

When you and I first met, you told me something. You said that you had died once. That you had seen death. Why can't you just let it go? Forget the past. Is it that hard?

What was my real name again? Just some letter, foreign scripture. Does it matter? I don't have time for such trivial things.

"I'm going to do my job," I stated simply. I walked out my door and left it wide open. I was moving at my pace towards where I told him she would be.

The graveyard was scarier exposed to full sunshine than at night. Gravestones with hundreds of my assumed names were everywhere, though I didn't see Mr. Barnheart's.

Brone leaned against a tall headstone holding a lit cigarette.

"..."

What is there to talk about? I hunched down next to him.

"Ever heard this story. There was once a tiger-striped cat. This cat died a million deaths, revived and lived a million lives. And he was owned by various people who he didn't really care for. The cat wasn't afraid to die. Then one day, the cat became a stray cat, which meant he was free. He met a white female cat and the two of them spent their days together happily. Well, years passed and the white cat grew weak and died of old age. The tiger-striped cat cried a million times and then he died too. Except this time he didn't come back to life."
"Hm. Thats a nice story."
"I hate that story."
"Ah?"
"I never liked cats, you know that."
"Oh yeah, thats right...Brone."
"Yeah?"
"I just want to ask you one thing."
"Whats that?"
"Is there something you need to do for her?"
"She's dead. There's nothing I can do for her now."
"Ah. Let's get the hell out of here shall we?"

We both walk towards the direction of Washington Heights apartment complex at a casual stride. I could still hear the sirens from the ambulance wailing. Like I said, nothing good comes from earth.

"Hey," Brone suddenly speaks, "how are men and women different?"
"Hmm...I think women are hiding more vital secrets than men are."
"But there are women who aren't feminine."
"And men who aren't masculine"
"What about those that aren't usually feminine but show that side of themselves in some chance circumstances? I like that."
"Really?"
"I'm not talking about her."
"Who then?"
"Whatever, but betrayal may come easy to women, but men live by iron codes of honor."
"You believe that?"
"I'm trying to. Real hard."

Maybe it's that girl in the red dress who'se trying to kill us?

*****
Some time later...

"So, what's the deal with this job again?"
"I briefed you earlier, Brone."
"Yeah, I wasn't really listening."
"...An ex-CIA operative Decker has stolen a large amount of explosives and is planning to sell them by highest bidder in an auction today."
"Well I happen to be in the bar nearby, so relax."
"Didn't you have a hangover?"
"Yeah. I'm making a prairie oyster. Just need an egg--"
"Please stop drinking those, you'll die."
"...Some asshole just spilled my egg. I needed that egg. I can't do any crap like this, I'm going after some tail."
"Since when is it a bounty hunter's job to chase after a women's ass instead of money?"
"Why the heck is an ex-CIA agent doing such high grade illegal activity anyways?"
"He was kicked out. When angels are forced out of heaven, they become devils. Don't you agree?"
"I don't know and I have no opinion. Besides, this place is actually crawling with bounty hunters, they all know about Decker, and I have a hangover the size of Neptune."
"You're useless, why do we work well together?"
"You're tense, I'm calm. You apply excessive force and I control that force through fluid motion. So that means relaxing the whole body so it can react instantly without resistance, you know, without thought."
"Well, be careful. Anything could happen. It could blow sky high when it hits."
"Kinda makes it interesting."

*****

What is going on in this world? Though you're alive, darkness looms only inches away. A world where any move you make could be a dangerous mistake. So, we will step away from the mainstream and live like vagabonds and common dropouts. A psychedelic rhapsody for someone just like you.

Don't you wanna hang out and waste your life with us?

*****

CHAPTER: MICHAEL SEEBACH - THE END

Scarlett Blake said...

I roughly pushed open the door to the rooftop of the apartment building and hurried through. My arms were full, and I was sure to drop something if I didn't move quickly. The door banged shut behind me in the good breeze that had worked itself up throughout the morning. I dropped my armfull of objects and settled down next to the flowers I had planted so carefully a few days before. Besides looking extremely battered by the storm of the previous night, they looked to be doing well. I had always loved pansies, and the pansies themselves seemed to somehow be thriving in the gloomy environment that was Washington Heights.

I dumped the contents of the metal wastepaper bin I had carried most of the things upstairs in onto the dirt next to me and set the bin in front of my folded knees. I opened and placed carefully around me the candles that had been left on my doorstep by the woman who owned The Wrath. "I haven't seen her since that day I went in to get candles myself," I wondered aloud. "Is she alright?" I arranged the candles in a semicircle and stuck them into the dirt so that they stood on their own. I pulled a pack of matches from the pile next to me and lit the candles one by one. They made me think of my mother.

Now that the canldes were lit and the flames danced merrily in the breeze, I began on the pile that I had dumped so unceremoniously beside myself. First, I picked up my apron from the bakery and dropped it back into the trashcan. A cloud of flour rose above it, making me wrinkle my nose. "I'm so sick of flour and bagels and fingerprints," I muttered as I lit another match. "I'm so tired of that man who makes my life a living hell every time I walk into the bakery." I held the match for a moment, letting the flames creep up the matchstick. "I'm done with taking his thinly veiled insults and his condescending looks." I dropped the match into the trashcan and watched as the flames crept quickly along the fabric of the apron. When the fire had been going for a couple of minutes, I looked at the pile next to me again.

I picked up my little bottle of liquid hand sanitizer and stared at it a moment before dropping it into the trashcan as well. The flames flared as they came in contact with the hand sanitizer. "I'm done with you as well," I said to it as the flames died down a bit again. "I'm done with sticky and fingerprints and smudges and dirt and stains and everything like it. I'm done. I won't worry about it anymore. I won't. I can't." Next, I dropped a pile of neatly folded letters into the bin, the ones from my mother that I had never answered. It was time to put my anger behind me, or at least to try to talk to her again. I had proven that I could live by myself, she had to agree with me now. Finally.

I stared at the paper napkin sitting next to me for a long moment before picking it up. It was from the diner down the street. I had had it clutched in my hand when I had run out on Kevin before. When I finally got home, I was still holding it. "Silly Maria," I told myself, "you hold onto things longer than you should, just learn to let them go, learn to leave them alone and in the past." I dropped the napkin on top of the letters and watched as the paper was quickly eaten by the flames.

There was only one thing left in the pile now. I had cleaned the trenchcoat and folded it as neatly as I could. The folds were messy now after being carried up the stairs in a wastepaper bin, but I could still see the time and effort I had put into making to coat nicer. I hadn't gone looking for its owner though. Besides the fact that I didn't really want to see him after he had witnessed my breakdown in the street, I didn't know where to begin to look for him. I had realized that I didn't even know which floor he lived on. "Shows how much people notice around here. I've been living in Washington Heights but I still don't really know anything about it. I could tell someone where the diner was, but I don't think anyone would understand if I tried to tell them about the people."

I picked up the trenchcoat and stared at it. It was a mark of the past, a reminder that I didn't want with me when I left. While this place had been relatively good to me, helping me find myself again, helping me forgive people, I didn't necessarily want to take any of it with me when I left. But as I leaned over to drop the trenchcoat into the flaming trashcan, I couldn't make myself do it. I paused there for a long moment, stretched out, leaning over the trashcan, trenchcoat in my hands, but unable to finish the action. Finally, when I realized that it was impossible, I moved back to my seat and set the coat down beside me again. I sat there silently and watched as the flames in the trashcan burned lower until finally the flames in the trashcan and the candles around me went out, burned to ashes and melted to waxy stubs.

Before I moved again, I thanked my mother, silently this time, for what she had driven me to accomplish. I thanked the people of Washington Heights who hadn't killed me or stolen my belongings or made me walk on sidewalks. But I wasn't one of them.

So, I stood, picked up the trenchcoat, and slipped into it. I picked a pansy and stuck it in my hair. I walked away from the trashcan without looking back, I walked through the door and down the flights of stairs, all the way to the bottom of the apartment building. I walked through the entryway without changing my course because of the vending machine. I hopped the sidewalk outside and turned down Bucher Drive. I walked past the park without looking right or left even though there was an ambulance parked on the other side of the street. I continued to walk even as people gathered around the park, watching as a stretcher with a small form on it was lifted out of the wreckage of a fallen tree and carried to the ambulance. I walked past the synagouge and the bar; I walked past the Last Resort Thrift Shop without pausing.

I walked in the beautiful sunshine and the breeze. I walked in the road because where else was I supposed to walk. I walked right out of Washington Heights without looking back.

Faye said...

Blow Off Sorrow, Goodbye Tomorrow

Nicole was a million miles away and no one could bring her back.

She walked outside, her black coat flapping in the wind. One particular gust of wind revealed her stained dress; the red splotches on her white dress looked almost formulaic. She generally didn't like white, but it suited the occasion. Nicole smiled as the thought about the first step she had taken today on her much anticipated path. Nicole turned her back to the clinic, reminiscing.

"How're they doing doctor?"
Dr. Evans looked at her chart skeptically.Her eyes rapidly moved from left to right, scanning the paper for clues. Her skeptic eyes rested on the hands that held Nicole's coat closed; finally they stopped in Nicole's eyes.
"This one is suffering from severe head trauma--kinda strange for a guy who fell down the stairs..." she said while glancing back Nicole's hands.
"I just found him on the floor near the bottom of the stairs. I've no idea what happened," Nicole smoothly explained, all the time looking at the paper clip in Dr. Evans' hands.
"I heard they found a bloody wrench at the top of the stairs...you'd have to be really psychotic to do something like that...wouldn't you agree?" Dr. Evans said, looking at the spot where Nicole's coat happened to open when she moved her hand to sweep her hair off her face.
She walked to the other unconscious man's bed adjacent to the first.
"What about him?" Nicole said, attempting not to break into the grin that had been threatening to reveal her achievements. All air of professionalism left Dr. Evans instantly as soon as Nicole mentioned him.

"Mr Bronehart--grotesque is the only word I can think of to... describe...surprised he's still alive. Scalped, his left arm--gone," at this she paused, eyes locked in one place on the sheet. "His left eye was found in his right hand," again she paused, a shade of green had made it's way onto the doctor's face. "...lips sewn together...I can't--." She mumbled, hand over mouth, charging to the bathroom.

What she hadn't mentioned were the words carved on his chest.
"Goodbye" she'd said aloud, as she'd walked out of the ICU of the clinic.

Standing on the curb of the clinic, her head turned to stare at the world in front of her, the long absent sun on her face. She walked to subway and waited. Lights, sounds, the train. She peeled the coat off her and placed it in the trash next to the phone booth. The long sleeves of the dress provided some warmth; besides, the sharp stabs of cold around her couldn't penetrate the heat radiating from the raging fire inside her.
"I love your dress," a woman said as she stepped onto the train.

Nicole smiled her sweet malicious smile, enjoying her newfound freedom and destiny.